Morgana fanna Fo Fanna
07/20/2003 06:47 a.m.
oooh, the plot! Tomorrow is the day I fraternise with the "enemy." Only, she isn't my enemy. She is Morgana, the girl that the whole world seems to revolve around sometimes. To give readers a quick heads up, she's involved in my world like this: She was dating Jordan for a year. Jordan fell in love with me (or so the story goes). Jordan broke up with her to date me, and I broke up with my yearlong beau to be with him.
***flashforward 1 and a half months***
Jordan breaks up with me, because I've somehow become more of a friend to him, and because he wants Morgana back.
On top of that, I knew her while she was dating Jordan, and she's a wonderful, wonderful person, and an awesome friend.
Just so the world knows, there are no hostile feelings between any of us, unless there are ones that I don't know about from Jordan. Anyways, yes, tomorrow me and my best pal are spending the day with her and her best pal. I'm really really secretly hoping for some people to be shocked at this. I can almost see people running up to Morgana like "*Gasp!* Mo, you don't realize what you are doing! Quick, grab Angela and run! ruuuuunnnnn!!!!!" We're supposed to be the enemies, you know? Because I "stole" Jordan, and she in a sense "stole" him back. But I talked with her one night until 130, just talking about things, about Jordan, about her thoughts on him and being with him again, about life and religion, about everything. A little about our strage likenesses, and how when he broke up with her, she felt horrible because the "three year younger version of herself" had something she didn't, and I found it funny, because when he dumped me, part of me was thinking "He's just going back to a 3 year older version of me, except with something I'm not." We talked alot about Jordan that night. About how we both still care, about how love isn't a switch you can flip on and off. Well, I guess it flips on easier than off. We talked alot and thought it'd be cool to hang out, so we are.
It's odd, we're so alike in so many ways, and so different in others, but now we've been in eachothers shoes, and we understand eachother better than anyone on this situation. Now the four people (including my former) who had been so happily coupled are all single. 2 Are happy with it and 2 are not. It's all so odd.

I can't wait for tomorrow :D

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