If You Understood the Drama
07/18/2003 05:18 a.m.
Sometimes my life is like a huge novel in the process of being written, or a screenplay constantly being revised even as the scenes are being shot. No, not sometimes-- my life is pretty consistently analogous to that. I'm just more aware of it sometimes.

And sometimes this is thrilling-- I'm the director in charge of casting and plot changes-- and I'm always looking for the best characters, the new face to light up the season, the old standby to reliably rescue the show...

But other times, I'm so so tired of the drama, and all I want is for someone else to take over, to decide who plays what part and says which lines in what order, and sets the plot in stone for the next few years.

If someone understood this-- and how hard it can be to have to sludge along in something that at times seems like a pointless homework assignment... I'd be so grateful I'd feel like crying (but I wouldn't, of course, because I hate to cry).




I am currently Reflective
I am listening to Evanescence