Strut without hair
06/28/2003 01:47 a.m.
To pull off this look, I am forced to strut. Strutting says "Yeah, that's right, I don't have hair, but I don't NEED hair to be hot!" Or whatever. Sometimes I just look so lesbian when I look in the mirror though, then other times I look nice. Yes. Anyway, I'm withdrawing more and more into myself. I don't know what I'll do when Phoebe goes back to school, I've become dependent again after a week. But oh well, that's how it goes and I can't do anything about it. I'm still lonely and miss being in love. I also still have so many anger issues from Marcos. I get so angry at his still and we don't even talk. I'm angry that he's happy. I'm angry that he's with someone else. I'm angry that he has anything good in his life. I just want him to be punished and he hasn't been. Anyway, I gotta go.
I am currently Anxious
I am listening to Jack Johnson, it's all understood