Jealousy... weird
05/30/2003 05:11 p.m.
The wiredest thing happened to me on wednesday. I went on a trip with musical theatre right, and of course Jordan was there and Morgana and all that, but Jordan's best friend Emjay came with too. Now she's absolutely awesome. Like she was there for him during the whole thing with Morgana and everyone hating him and stuff, and she's a super nice girl. The only thing is that I know she likes him. I trust Jordan, and I know that they're just friends and all that, so naturally I would usually be chill, but for somereason on wednesday I wound up with pangs of jealousy for no good reason. I was like, ok, I need some air. so I went out on deck and was all thinking "ok, Trish, you have guy friends that like you, and some of those same guy friends would be there for you through anything, but there's a line you won't let them cross right?" And just as I was thinking through that Jordan comes up behind me and I was like "Whoa! Where did you come from?" I ended up telling him about the way I was feeling.... I felt so STUPId to be feeling that way, when in reality it's not such a big deal. Stupid instincts. Reason vs. emotion. Meh, he reassured me, which is good because I needed to hear it from him again, no matter how much I told myself. *grins* I love him. I trust him. It's all good.
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I am listening to Thugs Mansion