Sitting...
05/05/2003 08:33 p.m.
Ten minutes to go til' block D on Monday...Sitting in the library feeling evil...So I'm with this new girl (Trish) and we like being together so much...I feel like I'm corrupting her though. So evil..how older guys can do that. I don't want to be that guy at all. I'm not that guy. Thre's just so many resposibilities when you take a girls heart into your hands. Maybe I'm just being pessimistic..I don't know..but maybe I'm just feeling a little too old. haha never thought that would happen oh well when 18 is staring you in the face you start to realize your really not a kid anymore. Well 5 minutes left 'til P.E. trish is one floor above me ona different computer. I wonder what she's thinking. Odd how thats all I can think about lately. I wonder wheer she is, i wonder what she's doing. oh well simple curiosity or a mindless obsession... I can't quite make up my mind. Odd how the world can turn on you suddenly and you see a whole different side to people and places and ordinary things. The road goes ever on sweeping me from my doorstep..I guess I'm just trying to keep my feet.
I am currently Evil
I am listening to Phish