Prom
04/26/2003 06:20 p.m.
Awwww!
Today is prom, not for me, obviously, but for all the grade 12s at barsby and I'm so sad! I'm so excited though, I get to play at the banquet, and I get to take pics with Barbara at the legion before everybody goes in. I did this last year too, everyone was so pretty! And I'm absolutely STOKED to see all the guys in tuxes (*drool...* lol) wow... they're leaving. That's SO odd... man oh man.... OH! I was in a festival with the juniors of my schools big band (for jazz, grade 9) and we got GOLD at the GRADE 11 LEVEL! WOOT! I got to play the ballad too (Take Care, for any who know it) and it went awesome! mmm... the past few days have been extremely emotional and extremely wonderful... I love and I hate life right now... I think I'm just riding the waves of being 14 and not feeling like it and screwing everything up but loving life at the same time.

I just keep forgetting to breathe, thats all...
I am currently Excited
I am listening to The birds outside...