All this makes me sleepy
04/16/2003 03:29 a.m.
Hahaha, I'm loving life right now. Albeit full of ups and downs ... and despite dreading upcoming decisions, I'm guess I'm loving it all. My heart is smiling more than it was a week ago, even though it's also being ripped in half somewhat lopsidedly for the moment. Maybe it's a phase...


I somehow hope not...
Which sucks, in some respects...
because I feel evil...
is it possible to have evil thoughts?
I used to think that there was no such thing as wrong thoughts, just thoughts. I think I still stand by that, but these ones just FEEL evil. I know they're ones that shouldn't be thought. But hey, "should" is relative, right?
I sure hope so. Because this has never happened to me before. Ever. I'm usually not one to fall into something like this. It doesn't matter, I suppose. What happens happens.
8weeks
I am currently O.K.
I am listening to the sound of clanking Dominos