So much for not judging
03/29/2003 06:18 a.m.
I always wonder if people ever read these journal entries, you know? I think it would be cool to have a "search for journal entries" feature on this site *hint hint*. and maybe have a way to censor certain entries from the search or something... I found the poem I felt yesterday, if that makes any sense. you know when the poem is there but you cant make it work coherently? well today I found it, and it's a stark contast from todays mood. I felt so bouncy and happy today! I walked into my french class like "I feel like a balloon!" cuz I did. I saw my cousins new gf today. Meh, she seems... alright. She badmouths my other friend and thats not cool, but I promised Jord, my couz, that I woundn't judge or whatever so I'm like "ok ok, I wont." She seems reall fake though. She's got the dyed black hair and the major black eyeliner thing goin on and wears all black and dut-ta-dut-ta-da but for somereason she seems like she's not being herself. One of those "I'm a rebel, look at me, look at me!" kinda types... and she seemed like she was judging everyone in the room, which leads me to believe she judges herself alot... I dont know, so much for me not judging. I think judging is fine as long as it's justified and as long as your actions do not reflect the false judgement. That may or may not have made sense, but hey this is a journal and I can say whatever the hell I want to, yesyes?Anyways, we'll see about this chicky... maybe she's a great person... who knows?
I am currently Feisty
I am listening to Tagalog mumblings