Where Do I Belong?
02/28/2003 10:38 p.m.
I sometimes don't know why I come home. I don't feel like I "belong" with my family...honestly. I got to see T and his sister and nephew today. I feel so much better when I am around his family. They actually make me feel welcome while here I feel like an outcast. Last night was fine. I talked to mom for awhile and we "bonded" (I mean I haven't been home for over a month and a half). Then today it stopped. E is home now... Mom bonds with her much more than me... The boys bond with her too... The only ones I feel comfortable with in my family are P and Dad... I dunno... I don't know why I bother... It makes me sad and depresses me. T always says that his family doesnt tell him anything (they leave him out of things). My family does the same... Maybe that is why we are good together....
I love him...At least I feel like I "belong" with T.

I am currently Alienated
I am listening to My family talking to each other