I Miss My Honey
11/21/2002 07:55 a.m.
I miss T so much. I had such a good weekend with him this past weekend and since he left, my week has pretty much been going downhill. I had car trouble on Monday. It overheated...I guess it needed anti-freeze/coolant. I feel like a complete moron when it comes to cars. I know absolutely nothing about them and people know it.

Tuesday was just my typical day from hell...Five classes in a row...plus a meeting in between with my group members for my one class.

Today, one of my roomates was nice enough to drive me to Wal-Mart so I could spend more money that I don't have on antifreeze/coolant. I was looking for it and realized that I could only seem to find it for RV's (which my vehicle is not), so I went up to a worker and sounded like a moron again as I explained my situation and asked him what kind of antifreeze/coolant I needed for my particular car. Luckily, I actually found someone to fill my car with the antifreeze/coolant.

I called T around 8:30. He sounded so so tired. He ended up working until 7 pm because he was behind on paperwork. They only paid him until 4. That upsets me. My poor wonderful boyfriend...getting stuck at work until 7 and not even getting paid for it.

He told me he could have really used a hug today and he offered to take me out to lunch on Saturday which makes me happy since I only expected to see him for an hour on Friday night. He said he missed me lots...especially today and I know he does. He almost made me cry. I miss him so much and since my week has pretty much been a living hell (aside from his phone calls every night which always make me feel better) I feel exceptionally emotional. I really would love to have him hold me for a few hours...just to make me feel better...and maybe him being in my arms would make him feel better too...just maybe...

P.S. The season finale of the Bachelor was on tonight. I don't know why I enjoy that show so much, but I do. Aaron picked Helene...just like I knew he would :)
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