Sad Without My Love
11/18/2002 04:04 a.m.
T came to visit this weekend. Although I love when he comes to visit, I become so depressed when he leaves. Sometimes I wonder if this is how it will be forever... I can't help but wonder...every time he walks out my door...if this time will be the last. I never want to lose what we have. It is far too special to me.

Two more full weeks of classes left. So many things to do still and absolutely no ambition to do them. I have never felt this drained before and I don't understand why I feel this way. I am so physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. Maybe I am slowly slipping into one of my "low periods". I hope not. I was beginning to enjoy being happy.
I am currently Overwhelmed
I am listening to Lifetime TV--Television for Women :)