Only THREE full weeks of classes left
11/07/2002 04:59 a.m.
After this week I have exactly THREE full weeks of classes left this semester (and a week for finals) and in that three weeks I still have 2 huge papers due in Individuals and Families, A big test and a project in Behavioral Disorders, A test in Stats, A huge project in Small Groups, A big test and at least two more papers in Sociological Theory. I can't wait to go home on December 13th and collapse on my bed.

I decided that I am going to drive to New Jersey to spend New Years with T this year. New Years is no fun without the one you love. T will be home from December 24th--December 29th and then he is going back to New Jersey. I am either going to follow him back on the 29th or I'll drive down on the 30th and stay until January 2nd.

I am so aggravated that I have to go back to BK during Christmas break. I thought I was out of that place for good. Mom told me that G keeps asking for me. He told her that he misses me...a little too late for that I think. I don't get why he suddenly misses me now. Is that what it took? Me not being around for five months and me being in love with someone else?! I saw him last weekend for the first time since August. As soon as he saw me come in to talk to K, he ran to the back to talk to me. He pointed out the tie he was wearing. It was a tie I got him for Christmas last year. Wow...hard to believe it was a year ago. So much has changed since then. I was miserable then. It is hard to love someone when they don't love you back. I'm not even sure if it was love...It lasted almost four years...but that doesn't mean it's love. And even if it was...he messed it up.

And here I am...a year later...so happy. I am so much in love and I don't doubt T's love for me...I know he loves me. I don't doubt my feelings... Sure I have my insecurities, but I think that deep down...so does T, which makes me feel better. I know we have both been hurt too many times in the love and relationship department and I know...yes I KNOW that this time is different. T and I were meant to be together. Destiny helped us meet and love will keep us together. I am confident about that! :)
I am currently Happy
I am listening to The Computer Humming