News for all of you
10/29/2002 06:14 a.m.

Well now is the time that I have to let the one community I tell all my bad days, sad days, depressed days and hard felt days to, understand who I really am now and express my greatest gratitude to those who already know me. This has been one of the hardest things in my life to do and I'm glad that I finally had time to think it through and understand myself. I know myself now and I can clearly see how I want my life. I'm happier, less stressed, more motivated, less aggravated, and so much more pleased with myself than I ever was before.

Meeting him is another uplifting moment in my life. I have never had someone so caring, love hearted, common sensed, smarty like him. He's so nice to me. He treats me just like he wants to be treated, and lets me like him for who he is too. We talk and talk and talk about everything....we both talk a lot and we have arguements that are worth arguing that make us that much closer. He's smart, sweet, sensitive and loving. He is well balanced in life and has himself straight in going in a right direction. So great.

If you haven't figured it out yet, I'm bi. You may say gay, which it could be, but I love my girls (which doesn't mean I don't love them if I'm gay, cuz I always will). I'm happy that I came out and let me tell you it's a lot of weight off of my shoulders. I told all of my truest friends that I know in person and I'm making my way around to tell all my friends that I know and are my greatest friends. Most of them have accepted me and only a few are not taking it so well. The only thing I have to say about that is one thing different like this should be the deciding factor of a friendship, because if it is, then we were never meant to be friends in the first place. Well, I know my true friends and they know me. I love all of them and that's all that matters. I'm happy now. My life is finally squared away and I've never had a smile on my face bigger.

I wanted to share this with the Pathetic community because I feel that this community is hear for that and to be like a knit family being related through our poetry and creative writings. I like a lot of people here and some of them could fall into a family category with me. It's time that I say it and mean it. You guys are the best!

Thank you for always being there for me and letting me be a part of this outstanding community. You guys are the best and always will be. Thank you all! :)