out of my head
10/22/2002 12:52 a.m.

Man, how great. we taught the dance company the first number today...well, part of it. it's incredible. its so athletic and insanely intense. "jesus christ superstar," you know it? well, if you do, this is Simon Zealotes' song, the "Christ, you know I love you" one. It's so intense, exuberant, energetic, sweaty; the word that keeps coming to mind is "praiseful," though I don't know if that's a real word. It's the feeling of giving up everything in dedication. The dance company is the symbol of what the crowd is feeling. I'm becoming fascinated with early Christianity, as secular and non-religious as I tend to be. I'm a Quaker....but not in the traditional sense. I don't follow the Bible as the word of God, I don't believe in Jesus as the savior, and whatnot. That's what most of the Chapel Hill Quakes are like.

Anyhow, I'm exhausted and overhjoyed, I've got the adrenaline going.

Ciao :)