Confused
09/25/2002 05:29 a.m.

I don't know who I am or what I do to be me but I'm so messed up right now I don't know what to do. I'm sitting here talking to this person, all happy and having a good time and then it's like I just want to be with them. It's so bad. I can't believe I'm like this.

I hate getting hopes up, I hate being single, I hate being lonely, I hate being me. I don't hate many things but right now I hate myself.

Letting out steam....I apologize for those uncomfortable reading this....I'll be fine in the morning.

Night all.