The Journal of Stephanie Myers Ooh La La
08/09/2005 06:09 a.m.
I have felt sort of distanced lately. I have been saddened by the inability to construct a piece worth posting. And then.. by some miracle named Michelle, I was able to find my inspiration again to write. I have always written things down while at work, a thought, a sentence, an idea, but wasn't able to turn it into anything more than the spark it was. Not lately anyhow. My life has been complicated, busy, etc.., and then I realized that I have to make time for everything in my life. I have to follow a schedule or I will not achieve anything that I set as a goal. *sigh* Maybe, it will all work out one day! I am currently Bemused
I am listening to The humming of my computer
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Probably the only entry I will make
12/13/2003 12:59 a.m.
Its amazing to think that I have been here since march of 2000. I've run the gamut of changes through my poetry and life. And, its funny to think of those I used to communicate with on here, either aren't here anymore, or I choose to not communicate with.
I still write on a daily basis. I don't have anyone reading my library as often as it used to be read. And sometimes I think that maybe I should just give up.. What is the point?
Then I remember the point: It doesn't matter who reads, or comments on the words that flow from my mind into my finger tips, but it IS the words that flow from my mind into my finger tips. That is the point. Not recognition for a job well done, or non-recognition for something that is literary garbage (which I am sure a lot of it is). I have submitted to a few online poetry e-zines, rejected of course. But, I still write. I'm not going to extinguish my passion because I am not accepted. I write screenplays and will make a film one day, and I will get rejected plenty of times, I already have, but the passion within me and the passion within my life and the ideas that float around my head like a cloudy day will not stop.
And I am satisfied. I am currently Glad
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