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Spring, but not really
03/24/2013 01:13 a.m.
Please tell me what to do when everything isn't what you expected. Where do I go from here?
I am currently Brooding
I am listening to Biffy Clyro
02/11/2010 08:02 p.m.
I'm feeling better than ever ever the last few days and I'm stil trying to pinpoint why. It's not as though I've been unhappy; on the contrary I've been thanking God for all I've been blessed with for quite some time now. But lately I've just felt...weightless. Like everything will just fall into place and it will all be ok. I'm definately seeing the future clearly now.
It looks pretty bright. :)
I am currently Lucky
I am listening to Modest Mouse
10/07/2009 08:36 p.m.
its my favorite month. and things have seemed to stop their whirlwind spirl that was mixing up my insides and screwing with my brain and everything feels calm again. easy. my moods seem entirely controlled by the seasons and the changing weather; i guess that's part of being close to nature. i feel like im in an inbetween time, and im okay with that. Im curious to see where my life is about to go, these options have begun to spread before me and they are unyielding tempting...
I am currently Calm
I am listening to traffic on industriplex
08/20/2009 02:35 p.m.
I don't even know whats going on inside of me right now. I'm so completely torn. I'm really not the crazy i-don't-know-what-to-do girl. i hate this i hate this. fuck.
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to Yeah yeah yeahs
05/13/2009 12:59 p.m.
It's so strange how much this summer is already mirroring last.
And my heart is dancing all crazy again, but to the heartbeat of someone I never expected.
Ahhh boys :)
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to Jack Johnson
01/14/2009 08:39 p.m.
So lately I've been in a strange place and I'm not quite sure how to get out. Is it possible to be in love twice at once?
I don't even know what I'm trying to say, so I just realized that I don't even know what I feel...what?....
I am currently Detached
I am listening to Josh Groban
12/14/2008 06:05 p.m.
It snowed the other day. And I don't mean the dirtysleetyslush that Louisiana gets in the cold and the rain. And I don't mean the ice chucks that form on car windshields that inconvience and lead to thirty minutes of sitting in cold leather seats with the defrost on high. I'm talking white fluffy swirling-in-the-wind land-in-your-hair-and-stick fucking snow. In Baton Rouge. So of course at 6 in the morning my rat dog Floyd and I were in full frolic mode outside. I was absolutely thrilled. And when I got to work hours later I was still just as excited and I can't tell you how many times that day someone told me that I was a little kid. And I just didn't get it. How could comeone not be excited about it? How could someone still go about their day, business as usual and ignore all the glorious crazy that was going on outside. Why not induldge in the one real snow fall that south Louisiana will probably ever get?
By the time I was driving home it had all dripped off the trees and rooftops already. But it was still thick in the fields and other open spaces and everywhere there were lumpy, dirty snowmen grinning from the road sides, leaves and muck stick in their gimpy bodies, with crooked stick arms and moss hair. And I couldn't help but laugh and laugh out loud alone in my car. There was nothing left to do but turn up Marching Bands of Manhatten and be thankful for childlike wonder. I don't think I could live without it.
I am currently Festive
I am listening to Death Cab for Cutie
12/08/2008 06:54 p.m.
Why does the cold air always make me crazy?
I am currently Feisty
I am listening to The Beatles
10/21/2008 12:00 a.m.
the weather is getting colder, colder.
scarves and jackets and fire and all the warm fuzzy things that go with them.
i love the winter and its coming fast. :)
i wonder if im the only person who sees each month as a whole new year...
I am currently Crafty
I am listening to the ting tings
04/10/2008 04:54 a.m.
Life has been quite crazy lately, and I'm feeling a bit mixed up
but there's a boy with quiet eyes and strong hands that makes it all disappear
thank god for you, love
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to The Killers
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