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The Journal of Shirin Swift petunias
12/12/2006 10:00 a.m.
petunias
i will take the sea home
with me
wallpaper my walls
with its waters
there will be no difference
between my furniture
and the rocks
stones are impatient
lichen hovers
streetlights stain
a dozen or so flowers
await their turn
patient as a breath
in the black plastic container,
raking the dampened topsoil,
truant wrists prepare
the earth to run away
nubile parasols unwind
from the bone
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Suitable to our togetherness
12/09/2006 04:26 p.m.
Suitable to our togetherness
Give me a drag of life
I don't smoke enough
I don't get enough lime spritzer
in between my vast toes.
The almond tree and lemon tree kiss-mix.
Kismet.
Did they decide: “We'll evolve out of our clothes
into Eden's vapors.”?
Tendrils grow between the ladder
sewing rungs into the sea sand;
stung plums strew the ground
in schoolgirl French Knots.
Its a drowsy wet day, wet knickers
wet woolen socks, other voluptuous,
heavy washing drips over the bathtub.
It's a day for meat, potatoes, stew.
It's not a day for cuisine or the other
pretentious French words I like so much:
boudoir, crepuscular, evanescent.
Give me a puff of Gauloise strife
I don't fight enough
I don't put enough of my own
into the flow I just go
with it – you talk
like talk is cheap but talk is not cheap
or expensive, it has price
like everything else.
Around 1700 an “ornate headdress”
called a “commode” became very popular.
I fill the sea with trees – the forest
infinitesimal calculus of greens
permute the singers and biters
to give me a dangerously fragrant
fragrantly dangerous drag of LIFE -
the sea puts too much in
takes too much back
pouts too much
I take the sea for all its worth
in a game of poker,
I sit in a coven of rocks
hunched, deciding on the fate of crabs,
the rock pool is a roulette wheel,
my feet, the dice.
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left
12/07/2006 06:29 a.m.
what sylvan hand left this poem pinned to my blouse
or the rosy word leafed in that child's hair
the petunia has opened down, her parasol
reversing the frailty of her drawn eyes
who, in all their silk armor, left a plea on my lips, a petition
in my fist, a plantation of bees in my gut
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I wrote the earth before it fell
11/30/2006 08:54 a.m.
I wrote the earth before it fell
The rock pool is bay leaf green fig split open
in which a lavender fist is clenched
crouched, sinister, tense;
bent by a directionless wind
i would never start something like this
as the feather broke through her skin,
uncomplaining, feverish, calm, the sea
played lion with my sleepless limbs
and lock-jaw, its gruff breath intending
to distract me to its unopenable depths
and jagged windows – come kill yourself in my maw.
With the sea then i went, with the sea's
intractable hand, and held on to missing walls
of not
listening to the inhuman sounds, as absent as myself,
bent by a directionless wind, with the sea's
hand cradling my hip, i went to the rock pool
to soak my feet in its fig jam sweet cold relief.
I was there, waiting by the breathing fence
sun-breathing, converting, transforming,
already gone, folded into the palm of a
hundredth thousandth liminal flower
not waiting for birth, but the bitterest taste
of all – mountains to form inside my mouth
letting down their silver river hair, to fall
from the first molecular weight, the first
jostling of hips, Adam and Eve had ever heard,
arms twisted into principles, an ouroboros,
oxidizing the all-encompassing vibrationless void
into which, wildly, and with startling confidence,
the bluest feather fell
& together with a blood trickle from a flock of snaking peacocks
magick in the sky! & the paling mountains fanned into circling peacock tails,
skrying, i was there, waiting, changing, by the fence
leaning, wheezing, cold feet overlapping,
noticing the shallows where colors are events
only visionaries can predict, such lost, miraculous hues. |
Waif-high phlox, scarlet-lipped
and other potted flowers encroach
their disembodied happy steps, a
hedgerow of tongues
graze the sinus numbness
until i know
i shall not smell it when it comes
to clamp my neck
words betray the forest
photosynthesizing
i hook a struggling bee or moth
that laid its fingers
beneath our costumes
like hidden leaves and hollow jackets
from the limp water
i have met each thousandth granule
yet none has truly scored my hand, met my friends
as they have not met me, i test shallows, but depths resist
i fool myself into believing light exists
outside the dark leaves of moist breath
that is not me
where you begin – and i beg
in to see your lapping bourbon coves
as eyes in which to sink my gaze
piercing a turquoise hell
i wrote the earth before it fell
hemless, helmless, telescopic wrists
untwist from hands washed by the rain
& that was where i began,
as the day was finishing, and the sky
a bus shelter strewn with silver bottle-tops,
forgave my faceless whispers
into the mailbox's metal tube: “this is not
my voice, i have moved from this address.”
Senses confuse - i hear thick sea or flower
scents climb towards my heart
taste the train driver's gaze dragging past
see down the street but do not see |
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Trinity
11/24/2006 02:58 p.m.
Trinity
a being parted from the river
another
then another
only part of a bench
inhabited
today; shoe-drying
don't breathe
just in case
they whispered in turn
the third smiled
strummed my hair
there are only stars
between us she said
they parted be
coming one |
Where sameness dips
we are one love you say
twisting off the beer top
that moment you stop
being my friend and i
start to write
call me unreliable
i do not plan these flat
excursions bring no
supplies you say
be unprepared
easy enough i think
the sun passes over
the rain twists off the roof
there is no difference
there is no difference
between the sun u
the rain i private in
tense comprehensive
same at one twenty nine am
or five twenty five
i enjoy a cider stand
on a spider leave my
finger on your back
drum or tap till one
twenty nine am |
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