Stumbling motivation 03/03/2008 07:34 p.m.
http://video.stumbleupon.com/#p=ithct48cqw I am currently Questioning
I am listening to The Wind! Need a kite!
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Living in 02/25/2008 04:25 p.m.
the Lion's mouth.
Yeah. That's what this must be.
February fusion and I have permission to write (Poetry but not stories) about it. Don't want to yet. Too strange, too personal, too awesome to share with stranger's eyes....
LOL, this is all Bob and Kathie's doing. We know it for sure now. What an awesome answer to prayers. Almost too much to comprehend.
Smidgen past almost.
So many questions answered. So many I was too afraid to ask. So many more I WILL ask. Surreal/Suprareal....
I am basically still in shocked awe. Far too shocked to start writing anything about it yet.
This is going to get I N T E R E S T I N G.
heh. It's already gotten far, far beyond interesting. And yet it's just the beginning. It boggles a mind I thought had been boggled to the max already. What superb timing.
I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to Lion
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sigh 02/23/2008 03:46 p.m.
The wake wasn't too bad. Jarrod went on earlier than the rest of us (took us all a while to get ready) Cause Nathan called and wanted him to come on. I thank God for his providential hand of grace. Jarrod was getting ready to get in the shower when I got home and hollered through the door for me to find him a black t-shirt. I guess he was going to try for the Miami Vice suit look, lol. He's showering and as I'm looking, what treasure do I find... but one of the black Tshirts that came with a movie that Angie gave me when I was working with her at the video store. So perfect. Megan called just then almost home and I drug my feet hoping she'd be witness to his reaction when I handed it in the door. Finished with his shower he hollered for a shirt again and Megan walked in the front door. I motioned to her, come here. I handed it in and did the universal shush sign to Megan, grinning like a Cheshire cat. Took him a minute, he must not have looked at it, just put it on and saw it in the mirror. Suddenly 6 foot 2, size 14 shoe, "Miss Congeniality" bellowed, "What the!", "Mama!What is this!
It was everything I had hoped for. And ultimately followed up with a, "We may just have a double service tonight, burying two Mama's for the price of ONE!" I laughed til I cried. I needed it so bad. Seeing Alex, just being Alex, always standing to the side, like he's not sure he fits in, so shy, even when we were all huddled and him standing off a little, like he's always done just pulls my heart strings. I grabbed his arm and pulled him in, telling him get over here with us and let us love on you. I made sure he knows he's always welcome, day or night and that we've really missed him. I feel like I should go to the funeral, but, I just don't know if i will. Got to make a decision soon and get ready if I am. I just didn't know her well, Jarrod's friendship with Alex was our point of contact and they've drifted apart the last year or so... well, since they got in trouble with the law together with Joel. I sent a roast with rice and gravy by Megan and David yesterday (ONe of the first things Alex said was, that roast, it was GOOD!), I made sure Alex knows he is welcome here anytime and that was my main concern. I would feel like an intruder on their grief to do more than that. And in all honesty, the last funeral I attended was Angie's husband David (the one who fixed me up on a blind date with Ronnie when I was sixteen, married him and had Megan and Jarrod with), coincidentally 42 years old, massive heart attack and son there alone with him trying to perform cpr til that ambulance got there. It was awful. Just awful. I was close to them all and it is the reason I HATE funerals now. Even daddy's and Marlon's wasn't that bad. Didn't get to go to Friede's, didn't even know she had died because she died right after Katrina hit and the phones and power were still out. Jarrod just told me Alex said he didn't think he was going to the funeral. I wonder if Tony will make him. Said he just wants to be alone. So, it's looking like we won't be going to the funeral. Kind of relieved. We all went to the Huddle house after the wake. Amazing how it makes you appreciate your loved ones so much when you've just looked into the coffin of sudden, unexpected death. I am going to take this opportunity to talk to my kids about it. I am currently Reflective
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For your own safety 02/15/2008 02:29 p.m.
*guffaws*
Got another link from Wally today. Man, I miss his wry sense of humor and his poetry. I'm afraid his intermittent abrasive personality (I adore abrasive - even sarcastic, from certain artists :-) got him gone...sigh...
For your own safety indeed!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/8039250@N08/2265732913/sizes/m/ I am currently Cheerful
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Exquisite work of heart 02/14/2008 04:24 p.m.
You are so much more of a precious gift, that He has given me, than I ever imagined could happen. You know how much I had given up. My only requirement was that no one ever imagine there could be a relationship with me. Then you swept me off my feet! The love you offered was the scariest thing I faced in that forsaken state, mylove, mylove, mylove. I ran but could never hide, lol. Words can never express the look in your eyes, that I not only see, but feel, even a hundred miles away. I thank Him for showing us both, such a love, so we could understand His love even better.
I LOVE YOU,
URS,
me
NEVER mistake,
no maudid affair!
eyes making-love across a room-
that melting drape,
always, anywhere.
Appointed love, strolling love,
parting the ways.
respect given such intensity,
they just smile wistfully,
as if some floated their way.
a walking love samich,
nanee-boy-pop.
same languid drape-
smouldering kisses so beautiful,
even boy, doesn't stop.
perpetual escape to her healing;
arms, eyes, sounds...
lecherous legs... molten lips...
love unbound.
heard right behind me,
a hundred miles away.
two mangled hearts snuggle closer-
no imagined sound.
just His mantle, draping languidly
over His gift-
love so profound.
This is the best Valentine's I've ever received.
A Chipper bouquet of white roses...
I am currently Loved
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Cat in the Hat (on aging) ROFLMAO 02/11/2008 06:38 p.m.
I DIDN'T WRITE THIS. A coworker forwarded it to me and it is my favorite Dr. Seussette wisdom to date!
I am currently Boisterous
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2/11/08 02/11/2008 11:32 a.m.
I dreamed about a wonderful Japanese couple. They were so endearing. We had gone to their house looking for something and they just welcomed us in and had the greatest sense of humor about being americanised Japanese,especially about their diction. Made us laugh with them about the things they were pointing out. Only remembering snatches of it, but it left a great sense of expectancy... I am currently Bemused
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My every molecule (for sir Worthy) 02/09/2008 02:21 p.m.
is laughing and grinning! OMG! SK KenWorthy you have brightened my Saturday so much, just by looking at your awesome bio picture. I just wish I could do the same for you and blow away the clouds of sadness and loneliness.
What new lion's roar each quantum a treasure!
more than a richter five measures
it goes
shall you pluck
from this temporary darkness,
I can but suppose...
and waiting for such Worthy poet's prose
a day is shining
and now he knows
for wary weather
in clouds that roil
at undertow
will at last
castaloft not castaway
with purring song
I am currently Fabulous
I am listening to A Worthy roar
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Awesome pictures 02/08/2008 03:13 a.m.
THIS ONE WILL BLOW YOUR MIND
Now, THIS is really fascinating - it's rather dazzling to see it presented this way.
I CERTAINLY THOUGHT THIS WAS ENLIGHTENING. BEYOND OUR SUN ... IT'S A BIG UNIVERSE.
ANTARES IS THE 15TH BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY.
IT IS MORE THAN 1000 LIGHT YEARS AWAY.
NOW HOW BIG ARE YOU?
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NOW TRY TO WRAP YOUR MIND AROUND THIS.........
THIS IS A HUBBLE TELESCOPE ULTRA DEEP FIELD INFRARED VIEW OF COUNTLESS
'ENTIRE' GALAXIES BILLIONS OF LIGHT-YEARS AWAY.
BELOW IS A CLOSE UP OF ONE OF THE DARKEST REGIONS OF THE PHOTO ABOVE.
HUMBLING, ISN'T IT?
And yet, Someone knows how many hairs are on your head,
And not even a single sparrow dies apart from his will (Mt 10:29-31)!
NOW HOW BIG ARE YOU?
AND HOW BIG ARE THE THINGS THAT UPSET YOU TODAY?
AND HOW BIG IS YOUR GOD?
KEEP LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE
AND DON'T SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF!
IT'S ALL UNDER CONTROL
Thanks for this great reminder in my inbox, Glenda. Really does put me in my place. And God in His.
I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to alot of loud horses under a hood
