worse than blocked
12/21/2007 08:14 p.m.
i have signed on at least once every day with the intention of posting something...anything...and have posted nothing. it's not that i can't think of things to write. there are so many things to write about. but my best drivel has always been emotional and i am sick to death of writing about my emotions. even i think i'm boring at this point. let's face it, i'm divorced (yeah!), miss my kids (sniffle!) and remarried (bliss!) with an adorable little one (aaww!). my childhood was difficult (who's wasn't?) but i'm striving to be a better parent to my own kids (who isn't?). that about sums up all my poetry to date and i'm a little sick of it myself. i wish i could wax poetically about the weather or the landscape or little fuzzy animals or something, but i always end up purging my emotions through poetry. and aren't we all just a little fed up with love poems? don't they all end up saying the same thing? he loves me (yeah!), he hates me (wah!), he doesn't know i love him (sigh!), he isn't worth of me, but i love him anyway (angst), he hurts me but i love him anyway (on the way to being co-dependent)....blah, blah, blah.....blaaahhhh.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to my son play

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Grand Canyon
07/20/2007 01:30 p.m.
If you haven't been, you must, must, MUST go see it! There are no words big enough, descriptive enough to capture it. LOL...someone just pointed out that i didn't say what you must see...apparently our journal titles don't show up with our journal entries. so, you MUST go see the Grand Canyon!!

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911
01/08/2007 03:14 a.m.
My poetry has been read 911 times...which got me to thinking about 9-11, did it strike anyone else as ironic that our country's emergency number is 911?
I am currently Blessed
I am listening to My husband help my son get ready for bed

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Our histories...
10/27/2006 02:40 a.m.
going through my old lyrics and poems, i am somewhat appalled at how i used to view the world. i didn't think i had changed all that much over the years...what a shock! i went ahead and posted some of my older stuff just because i don't ever want to forget the journey that brought me back to God and made me fully appreciate the honest love of a good man.
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to night noises...husband snoring, dog pacing, computer whirring

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i'm a bit timid...
10/25/2006 08:00 p.m.
this is a new experience for me. the whole posting my work for others to see thing is scary. i've written and composed for as long as i have conscious memory, but it's a rare thing for me to share this part of me with others. my participation here is one of many steps i am taking to overcome my fear of rejection by the world at large. it's strange to crave feedback from a group of anonymous faces and fear that feedback at the same time. so, i ask you all, let me know what you think of my poetry. it's okay if you don't care for it and i do want honest feedback, but i ask from the bottom of my heart, just please be kind.
I am currently Insecure
I am listening to my son play

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