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12.13.06
12/13/2006 08:34 p.m.
Started a new piece in SNDTRKS two days ago. Haven't touched it since. I'm writing it in a similar fashion to how I wrote the last piece (see earlier journal entries). ... there are times when I wish I could stay manner-of-fact all the time. There are times, as well, that I wish I could be only creative and full of thought. ... I don't know what any of that means or where I was going with it. I've been enjoying the book "Cleopatra" as of late. It's quite informative.
I am currently Thoughtfull
I am listening to HUVA Network

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8th of December
12/08/2006 10:08 p.m.
So I finally finished that big piece in SNDTRKS. Now I'm wasting time and am going to type it up for my own proof reading. Sorry you can't see it. It's a fantastic and in depth landscape combined with story.
I am currently Fine
I am listening to Aes Dana - Memory Shell (track 3)

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Week of 27th-30th (end of November)
11/30/2006 10:52 p.m.
I am soon to approach the end of my “revelation” piece in SNDTRKS. I spent a good amount of time in the last three days or so just unweaving the mysteries of my idea. Who knows? It may not be done for a while more than I think. That’s the way it flows right now. … it is getting to the point where I can’t look at it though… Just… I’m sick of seeing it. … I think that it makes me not in want to write anything else, too. I’ve been working on SNDTRKS for 9 months or so – and this piece alone for almost a month.

It’s interesting to be in a position where you don’t want to write anything. I think sometimes that’s when people do their best. … and sometimes just the opposite. I’ve never had to call upon the forces of “Oblique Strategies” – even though I’ve come up with a few myself. I’m not sure I’ve ever experienced writers block either. … more of just a boredom of writing. … then again, maybe I have.

I will try and look at it again tonight and see where I can go... I feel almost finished at this point (30th, Nov.). I'm listening to Marvin Ayres, Kings of Convenience, Marconi Union, and Aes Dana. - stimulus.
I am currently Thoughtfull
I am listening to Drift by Marvin Ayres

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21st of November
11/21/2006 07:45 p.m.
I changed my title as I was beginning to weird myself out. I don't want to gain some kind of "god complex". I don't have a big ego (really!). But I like to joke like I do sometimes. But, considering yesterday's entry, I've decided to not make people think that I am under the influence of angelic guidance or something like that.

...I don't even remember what... Oh yeah I do - I put down "Animated Biped" for my ... title, what-have-you. I don't know what that means - simplistic in being perhaps.


I really don't like the idea of telling people about myself. Normally I wouldn't do this many entries about actual ... realities. But... I am. So.



I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to Aes Dana

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20th of November
11/20/2006 06:29 p.m.
As of late, my thoughts have been disturbing me. This has made my writing seem as if it were from visions and dream and … inspired scripture. Really, the words that come from me are foreboding and troublesome. They point to an apocalypse of some kind. Not just the last week or so – but… September 27th was my first entry that was very taxing on my mind. I imagine this is what a prophet of God must have felt like. … I’m not saying that I am a prophet or anything like that… (as I don’t want to sound or, in fact, be crazy) but really, I will sit and think over these passages for hours, not even blinking.

The piece I’m working on right now in SNDTRKS is like this. Last night I could have written pages and pages… but my mind was just too weighed down with the thing that I was writing! … and when the thoughts procession turmoil wears, I just want to curl up and sleep for a thousand years.

In any case, this latest big entry that is taking up days and days feels like it will never end (though, alas, an ending has been contrived). I’m certain that I will keep this entry, though it has veered a bit from the focus of SNDTRKS. We shall see.

I am currently Mysterious
I am listening to "Dew (herbal version)" from Aes Dana: Season 5

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Friday, November 17th
11/17/2006 07:06 p.m.
Today's word: "amoeba"
I am currently Questioning
I am listening to Air Song from Solar Fields [ leaving home ]

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Wednesday, November 15th
11/16/2006 12:19 a.m.
I am writing something currently (not this very second currently) in SNDTRKS that I find a bit perplexing. It's not necessarily a difficult thing to write - it's just... It's a piece that I don't feel done with and am continuously adding to daily that... I wouldn't describe as "blah" (as I think the concept and the words and story, etc... are quite beautiful). But I feel unsure as to if I should continue going at it. It's the longest piece (so far) in SNDTRKS - and I have a feeling that it will continue to grow. But... maybe this will help. What I think I am waiting for is that big spark that will cause me to really take off on it and possibly come to its conclusion with.

...

Today's word is "undulate"



I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to HUVA Network

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Tuesday, November 14th
11/14/2006 09:56 p.m.
I'm worried that my writing is drivle (sp?) - anyways... as some people know, I'm working on a project that is ... mega. It's my biggest single work (that remains, until it's finish, unpublished). I'd describe it only as ... numerous soundtracks in one collection. ... It has a title (unreleased) - but if, by chance, I mention it again, I will call it SNDTRKS (which is ... abbreviated, SouNDTRacKS.)... (a poor attempt at brevity, I know.). What is nice is that whilst writing this, I still come up with occasional other pieces not intended for this collection. SNDTRKS will probably take months to years to finish (unless I reach some unquantified level of fluidity) - so it's good that I can do other things as well. I have taken to editing my older pieces recently... old... old stuff. Some of it I read I leave (knowing that it's poor writing). Some of it is just too embaressing to release or even look at again knowing that I wrote that. ... who care's if I was a budding poet in my teens. Who isn't?

"Bran. Movement with ease."
I am currently O.K.
I am listening to Puff Dragon "Chinese Radio" from Fahrenheit Project 4 (meh.)

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immorality
11/13/2006 09:42 p.m.
I looked and I saw
and I hated my own sight.


...then I looked again.



I am currently Dismayed
I am listening to Chernozem (intro) - Aes Dana [memory shell]

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all in all, oldies but goodies...
10/31/2006 05:53 p.m.
oh sick. I hate that subject title for this entry. But I also hate people that write to please. ... if you find my latest addition "Fallen Empires" haunting; that's coincidence. I've been posting old stuff now. Well, I am... I've only posted two things so far. There are lots... only a few things are worth posting... we'll see where I go... hhhhhhhhhhhh...... (*heavy sigh)..... Ok. Back to work.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to Sting's "Mercury Falling" & "Songs from the Labyrinth"

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