12.13.06
12/13/2006 08:34 p.m.
Started a new piece in SNDTRKS two days ago. Haven't touched it since. I'm writing it in a similar fashion to how I wrote the last piece (see earlier journal entries). ... there are times when I wish I could stay manner-of-fact all the time. There are times, as well, that I wish I could be only creative and full of thought. ... I don't know what any of that means or where I was going with it. I've been enjoying the book "Cleopatra" as of late. It's quite informative.
I am currently Thoughtfull
I am listening to HUVA Network

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8th of December
12/08/2006 10:08 p.m.
So I finally finished that big piece in SNDTRKS. Now I'm wasting time and am going to type it up for my own proof reading. Sorry you can't see it. It's a fantastic and in depth landscape combined with story.
I am currently Fine
I am listening to Aes Dana - Memory Shell (track 3)

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Week of 27th-30th (end of November)
11/30/2006 10:52 p.m.
I am soon to approach the end of my �revelation� piece in SNDTRKS. I spent a good amount of time in the last three days or so just unweaving the mysteries of my idea. Who knows? It may not be done for a while more than I think. That�s the way it flows right now. � it is getting to the point where I can�t look at it though� Just� I�m sick of seeing it. � I think that it makes me not in want to write anything else, too. I�ve been working on SNDTRKS for 9 months or so � and this piece alone for almost a month.

It�s interesting to be in a position where you don�t want to write anything. I think sometimes that�s when people do their best. � and sometimes just the opposite. I�ve never had to call upon the forces of �Oblique Strategies� � even though I�ve come up with a few myself. I�m not sure I�ve ever experienced writers block either. � more of just a boredom of writing. � then again, maybe I have.

I will try and look at it again tonight and see where I can go... I feel almost finished at this point (30th, Nov.). I'm listening to Marvin Ayres, Kings of Convenience, Marconi Union, and Aes Dana. - stimulus.
I am currently Thoughtfull
I am listening to Drift by Marvin Ayres

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21st of November
11/21/2006 07:45 p.m.
I changed my title as I was beginning to weird myself out. I don't want to gain some kind of "god complex". I don't have a big ego (really!). But I like to joke like I do sometimes. But, considering yesterday's entry, I've decided to not make people think that I am under the influence of angelic guidance or something like that.

...I don't even remember what... Oh yeah I do - I put down "Animated Biped" for my ... title, what-have-you. I don't know what that means - simplistic in being perhaps.


I really don't like the idea of telling people about myself. Normally I wouldn't do this many entries about actual ... realities. But... I am. So.



I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to Aes Dana

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20th of November
11/20/2006 06:29 p.m.
As of late, my thoughts have been disturbing me. This has made my writing seem as if it were from visions and dream and � inspired scripture. Really, the words that come from me are foreboding and troublesome. They point to an apocalypse of some kind. Not just the last week or so � but� September 27th was my first entry that was very taxing on my mind. I imagine this is what a prophet of God must have felt like. � I�m not saying that I am a prophet or anything like that� (as I don�t want to sound or, in fact, be crazy) but really, I will sit and think over these passages for hours, not even blinking.

The piece I�m working on right now in SNDTRKS is like this. Last night I could have written pages and pages� but my mind was just too weighed down with the thing that I was writing! � and when the thoughts procession turmoil wears, I just want to curl up and sleep for a thousand years.

In any case, this latest big entry that is taking up days and days feels like it will never end (though, alas, an ending has been contrived). I�m certain that I will keep this entry, though it has veered a bit from the focus of SNDTRKS. We shall see.

I am currently Mysterious
I am listening to "Dew (herbal version)" from Aes Dana: Season 5

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Friday, November 17th
11/17/2006 07:06 p.m.
Today's word: "amoeba"
I am currently Questioning
I am listening to Air Song from Solar Fields [ leaving home ]

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Wednesday, November 15th
11/16/2006 12:19 a.m.
I am writing something currently (not this very second currently) in SNDTRKS that I find a bit perplexing. It's not necessarily a difficult thing to write - it's just... It's a piece that I don't feel done with and am continuously adding to daily that... I wouldn't describe as "blah" (as I think the concept and the words and story, etc... are quite beautiful). But I feel unsure as to if I should continue going at it. It's the longest piece (so far) in SNDTRKS - and I have a feeling that it will continue to grow. But... maybe this will help. What I think I am waiting for is that big spark that will cause me to really take off on it and possibly come to its conclusion with.

...

Today's word is "undulate"



I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to HUVA Network

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Tuesday, November 14th
11/14/2006 09:56 p.m.
I'm worried that my writing is drivle (sp?) - anyways... as some people know, I'm working on a project that is ... mega. It's my biggest single work (that remains, until it's finish, unpublished). I'd describe it only as ... numerous soundtracks in one collection. ... It has a title (unreleased) - but if, by chance, I mention it again, I will call it SNDTRKS (which is ... abbreviated, SouNDTRacKS.)... (a poor attempt at brevity, I know.). What is nice is that whilst writing this, I still come up with occasional other pieces not intended for this collection. SNDTRKS will probably take months to years to finish (unless I reach some unquantified level of fluidity) - so it's good that I can do other things as well. I have taken to editing my older pieces recently... old... old stuff. Some of it I read I leave (knowing that it's poor writing). Some of it is just too embaressing to release or even look at again knowing that I wrote that. ... who care's if I was a budding poet in my teens. Who isn't?

"Bran. Movement with ease."
I am currently O.K.
I am listening to Puff Dragon "Chinese Radio" from Fahrenheit Project 4 (meh.)

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immorality
11/13/2006 09:42 p.m.
I looked and I saw
and I hated my own sight.


...then I looked again.



I am currently Dismayed
I am listening to Chernozem (intro) - Aes Dana [memory shell]

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all in all, oldies but goodies...
10/31/2006 05:53 p.m.
oh sick. I hate that subject title for this entry. But I also hate people that write to please. ... if you find my latest addition "Fallen Empires" haunting; that's coincidence. I've been posting old stuff now. Well, I am... I've only posted two things so far. There are lots... only a few things are worth posting... we'll see where I go... hhhhhhhhhhhh...... (*heavy sigh)..... Ok. Back to work.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to Sting's "Mercury Falling" & "Songs from the Labyrinth"

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