last year; revelations
01/05/2006 12:37 a.m.
I don't know... last year was definitely rough... a lot of things happened... my friends and family all had to go through a lot of crap and I was there to witness all of it and feel sorrow with them... but I realized, nothing particularly horrible happened to me. I'm not saying that last year was at all good because the tragic things that happened to those close to me affected me too... but nothing hit me directly... plus, I did have a bunch of good times. I just feel like a complete outsider who always watches the world from the outside; I'm watching everything happen, but it doesn't involve me. I am the audience and last year I watched a horror movie... a horror movie that was funny at many times and filled with lots of drama. I dunno, maybe this year I'll be an actor, or at least I hope the show I watch isn't so depressing.
I am currently Odd

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ba ba bummer
01/03/2006 02:24 a.m.
"Bummer" by Scarling

I loved this person who didn't love me
I stuck around, hoping that they would see
Unwilling to loose -Reluctant to care
So confident in the substances we'd share

There was a ghost who haunted my head
Paid close attention to every word he said
Gave him perfection gave all I could give
But what he wanted -was for me not to live

Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You're pulling ahead - left me falling behind
Bummer
Blank and so beautiful beige and benign
You're pulling ahead left me I'm falling behind
Bummer
Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You pulled ahead - left me failing

I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party and I was never the same
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party band I was never the same

I am currently Bleh

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x
12/08/2005 09:16 p.m.
I really don't belong anywhere. & if I do, I lost my place. It's gone... I can't find it anymore.

I am currently Bummed

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lalalaa fromage
11/26/2005 06:26 a.m.
put the you-know-what in the you-know-where XD

I saw Rent today!!! -sings-
I am currently Stellar
I am listening to Conan XDDD

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...
11/22/2005 12:55 a.m.
R.I.P.
April
Lea's mother... a beautiful person...

You're drinking tea with Glynnis now.
I am currently Depressed

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Dead Poet's Society is on my mind...
11/17/2005 05:31 a.m.
Carpe Diem, oh captain my captain!
I am currently Tired

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today...
11/06/2005 12:15 a.m.
was a nice day... I went to my best friend Kelly's cousin's daughter's birthday lol... Her name is Sofia and she just turned one...it's beautiful to witness all the innocence in the world.
I am currently Cool

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-sigh-
10/25/2005 02:15 a.m.
No matter what I do, I constantly feel like an idiot.

It's as if that feeling is inevitable.
I am currently Blue

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nothing at all;
10/23/2005 10:46 p.m.
This is my first entry here...I think I might start to write in here more often... to share emotions and such.
I am currently Bleh

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