beauty
02/16/2005 10:47 p.m.
There's times when life just kinda gets busy and you don't have time for beauty anymore ya know? Then you realize thats bull because beauty is an omnipresent thing, and so I'm trying to wake up and make time to try to capture it again :)
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to Garden State Soundtrack

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Thinkin...
11/08/2004 11:31 p.m.
There is this one Tim McGraw song I'm in love with...it's called "Angry all the Time" It's so...dark. And it brings out this really beautiful storyline in my head...I could listen to it forever, it makes me so sad. Good thing it's followed by "one more day" by Diamond Rio, because even though the lyrics are depressing for that one too, and the story ends sad in my head, it makes me feel happy. I'm so weird...but I guess all the talk in the forums about gay marriage just made me think...my love story shouldn't be cut short by society just becuz...grr.
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to Tim McGraw and Diamond Rio

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Stress of course
10/27/2004 05:44 a.m.
School. Is so. Stressful. And I haven't even begun attempting my double major. Actually I'm not sure if they'll let me do that, I still have to see. That kind of adds to the stress. But Music and English, that couldn't be more the epitamy of me. So I'm happy :)
I am currently Anxious

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A bit, freaked
09/16/2004 05:48 p.m.
So it was all good until my mind started working this morning, now it won't stop...I think I'm slightly unhinged right now... :'( But it ought to get better! Besides, Ari Hest is tomorrow :)
I am currently Insecure

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Good Day
09/13/2004 01:10 a.m.
So I ate with my parents today, then we came back and then I came back and chilled here for awhile. Then I met up with this kickass dude from ISU and we hung out. Awesome day.

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Blurb
09/08/2004 08:31 p.m.
So uhm, I've been feeling bipolar lately? Part of me wants to just drop it all and be a bum the rest of my life. Then there's the other part (the infinitely smarter, craftier part) which keeps stepping on my toes for even considering not rising to my challenges. That does it, cuz whenever I get slack, I suddenly become ambitious again lol. The hardest part is getting up in the morning though, because I would really rather just sleep all day. Really, I swear, it would feel so good. But I took a nap today after class and before band, and that did me good because now I am glad I am awake, and glad that I am here! Even though I did really bad on my arpeggios in piano class.
I am currently Insecure

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School etc
09/04/2004 03:50 a.m.
I am having loads of fun at school. Except when I avoid parties, because I am apparently in the vast minority on that decision (at least on my floor and the surrounding ones, as it is deathly silent). No, I'm not a hermit, I just didn't feel like going out tonite. Sadly my roomate will becoming back sometime tonite (if he can stagger back here) to disrupt my peace that I have built myself for the evening. :( I get to see my family tomorrow, yay! I simply cannot express how wonderful it is to be back at pathetic. I missed it and the people so very much.

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