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12/16/2004 06:12 a.m.

yellowcard makes me sad

i hear this song

and i want to cry

i have my reasons

but i don't know

if you would

care to know


I am currently Depressed
I am listening to Only One - Yellowcard

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No more exams ever!
12/16/2004 06:06 a.m.

I'm sooooo awake right now! I can't believe I took my last exam of my undergrad career tonight! I don't know whether to be happy or sad! So bittersweet. I had fun hanging out with friends tonight, but upset that it's almost over. I just don't know where college went. Has it really been that long? I always said I was going to go to a baseball game... never went. Haven't been to any school sporting event. And never will. No more time left. I haven't done many crazy things either. I feel as though I should... but I don't know what. I mean, there have been things I know I shouldn't have done that I did... but really CrAzY? Nope. I am so awake now, I almost want to go outside and take a walk across campus and cry. But, it is too cold. 19 degrees. I'm not that motivated. I am going to Mulligans tomorrow night for a drink. I haven't ever been, so I feel as though I should. I hope it'll be fun. Though drinks are expensive. Maybe I will drink before I go haha. Okay, now I just want to cry. It's almost over. forever. and I don't know how to handle this. but cry. and cry.
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to yahoo radio 2004 rock hits! :)

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No More Lit Crit or TWS! Wahoo!
12/14/2004 09:58 p.m.
Yessssss! I finally finished the thesis on "What is Poetry?"... it was 33 pages! I couldn't even staple it! and TWS was 40 pages or so. It was a bunch of crap, but whatever, it is turned in. And I cranked out a 6-page paper this morning since it was due today. I have to devise my own statement of poetics and compare to a poet we studied this semester who's different from me. I picked Frost but it was just kinda random. I still don't really know if I exactly answered the question about my statement of poetics. oh well. it is done. only 1 exam tomorrow & a presentation of my poetry manuscript friday. then dinner friday with english majors :) and then stephanie's wedding on saturday! :) feeling very emotional about it all now though since this is my last week here ever. i almost cried at lunch today reminiscing. i know i will cry friday. too sad.
I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to Run by Snow Patrol

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Poetry - Good vs. Bad
12/08/2004 07:45 p.m.

so, I had my poems critiqued in class today (well, Dr. C almost forgot about me, so only 1 was read aloud). I just read thru some of the comments... they range from "You are a fabulous poet" to "I don't really get what is going on here, i'm kinda confused" to "poem kind of dragged" to "Yes! Damn. Nice." I'm not sure what to take from this... I'm in a very odd mood, like, should I be happy for the awesome remarks or bummed by the crappy ones? Okay, and it's called constructive criticism people! If it's cruddy, then tell me why!! And now I have to revise for the final presentation of the manuscript for next week. Blah.


I am currently Bleh
I am listening to the fan (since the weather is crazy warm)

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