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03/03/2007 05:46 a.m.
It's amazing when everything seems to be going right.
02/20/2007 09:47 a.m.
I really like the word "gook".
It's like "goo" but more distasteful.
At least, viscerally. It's a shame it has a icky War connotation, that makes it a slur. Otherwise, it could be big.
And "Guck" doesn't have the same appeal. The vowel sound is wrong.
I am currently Bemused
02/08/2007 07:10 p.m.
Why is it,
despite the age-long
that the fairer sex always blame
and I always wonder
why they are so
Why is it that love hurts, and that girls and guys can't just make it work. We both want it to... And there's so much pain that could just be left out. Pain may make for good art, but I could sacrifice that small advantage if I never had to see another person suffer. Doubly so if I never saw myself suffer, either...
10/29/2006 02:14 p.m.
Of all the things I expected to see this morning when I logged on...
One of my poems as PotD was not one of them.
This was a pleasant surprise, one of the first I've had in months...
I am currently Amazed
03/24/2005 08:22 p.m.
Well, there's a writing contest here at my little JC. I submitted three poems from off here... Will see how they do. Submitted Vignettes, Last Dance (as a short story), and Here I stand (v3). Will see how that goes. yay.
I am currently Bemused
Not that anyone cares
01/19/2005 11:38 p.m.
But I figure this little journal is as good a place to whine as any. I've just been all confuzzled of late. See, I'm in a relationship, that's going acceptably well... but I really seem to want to go after other girls. And I don't know why... Bleh... this is dumb... Back to the silence, I guess...
I am currently Surreal
02/03/2004 01:42 a.m.
Paul Solomon gave me my 100th comment. yay Paul.
I am currently Detached
02/02/2004 06:08 p.m.
I'm still at work, and stress and fatigue are just washing over me and dragging me under. I need some way out, before I drown...
I am currently Overwhelmed
02/02/2004 04:39 p.m.
Well, I'm back here because I was dumped yesterday, and I felt the need to write. Met a girl. Knew her for less than a week and a half. And then cried for 4 hours after she decided she didn't have time for a relationship.
So let me pose this question:
You invite a guy to a party. You sit next to him, and get comfortable. You drink. Everyone else leaves. You make out with the guy, and then he leaves cause you both have things to do in the morning. You then spend the day, and email the guy, telling him you "don't have time for a relationship," and that he's a "great guy, and deserve someone who has time for him." Are you just telling him to fuck off?
I am currently Insecure
02/02/2004 03:49 p.m.
Well, I've come back to Pathetic, since I'm in dire need of writing again. And I've now put up two new poems, first drafts. For once, I realize that these will need editing. But it's a beginning of the emotional blood-letting I need right now. Girls are strange creatures... funny they should have so much power...
I am currently Brooding
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