Rain and new beginnings.
09/16/2010 02:10 p.m.
I'm going to try this "journal" thing again. I've got too much time on my hands and need some way of channeling this creative energy while I have the time to use for it. (damn it's pouring outside)

This job hunt feels like an eternity. I haven't had to job search for a very long time...4 years. I am down to the end of college...one math class left, which I still have to find and schedule. I put this last math class on hold. I needed a major breather from school. Now it's dangling in front of me like the white flag, last lap icon. I just need a job to ease me back into the real world, the world of working, the normalicy I crave. I need to light a fire again, get this math class over and done with and search for a teaching position. Ideally, a job at a college would be great. I'd dive right into my Master's degree and not even pit-stop teaching high school English. College instruction was the end goal anyways. (great, power surge, storms are here)

I've been able to read alot, working on my fitness, writing here and there, trying to hone my watercolor skills again (haven't done watercolor in YEARS but used to be decent at it). Anything to pass time during the weekdays. My boy is 12 years old now..wants to hang with his friends more than mom. He still has his "mommy" side now and then. I grab it whenever I can. I'm 38, in a rut, and looking for better days. But for now, I'ts pouring outside.


I am currently Detached
I am listening to the rain

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