The Journal of Anita Mac Another One for Maya
05/12/2017 12:31 a.m.
I still think about
that Moment
when your eyes stopped looking.
I still wonder
what was that last thing
and how they found it so wanting.
I stopped
telling people that I miss you
a while back.
So constant that I'm rarely actively aware.
It's there though.
Every tattoo.
Every bite of truly good food.
Every Shema held in my head at night
like a meditation on how I might have loved you.
I hesitate to grant hindsight
such romanticism.
I am currently Somber
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September
09/15/2014 11:45 p.m.
September cold
with no snow white
and still always my favorite. I am currently Melancholy
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Just a draft
05/21/2013 12:53 a.m.
I worry that my words
convey too much,
and I worry that my worry
keeps them far from being enough.
And why do I think things through
and think things through
and think maybe you know
and do the same.
Or maybe I know you think
and do the same.
I look back and see
you living and loving on my level,
in my depths,
and we're so few and far between down here.
How could I just let you drift west?
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WIP
12/16/2012 06:50 p.m.
I've got a crick
in my neck
from hiding my face.
There were words fizzing up
in my reptilian brain
and I woke up one morning
able to taste your air from across the room.
But a thing I longed for years ago
(that dark place in your eyes that makes me feel lost;
your kiss on my shoulder as I drift off)
has become a page I'm unwilling to turn.
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