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~right in front of me~
by Adrian Fosterfinding that new connection
finding that someone new
is all it takes
to start a new path
to rebuild a new you
those newfound feelings
come rushing in
the eventual meeting
the touch of her skin
a friendship that blossomed
a mindset that paired
hardships that we'd been through
heartbreaks we shared
shoulders were leaned on
old wounds made good
now living life
with a smile
the way good people should
but you drop off
in contact
won't hear from you
for days
guess there were things
i didn't know about you
maybe things
you didn't want me to
it's been two days now
surely I'm not into this
should've seen the sign
first date ended with a hug
but started with the rose
i gave to you
...and your kiss
but we've gone out again
and there is certainly
no doubt
that the comfort we bring
to each other
is something we'd rather not
do without
that long awaited moment
that feeling of bliss
the unexpected moment
of that deep second date kiss
that emotion of bewilderment
flustered in embrace
hands running over
our body structures
the outline or your face
we've let down our guards
invited each other
into our worlds
experienced carnal pleasures
beyond comprehension
beyond threshold's end
but, regardless of time spent
we remain just friends
your walls are too high
we cannot see eye to eye
08/17/2016
Author's Note: ....for you, ~Sherry~, although you'll never see this....you were an improvement from my previous situation but too emotionally damaged from whatever you had been through in your past. Therefore, your track record for your relationships not lasting. You put on a good show about how much you care for your late mother,, although you treated her like crap for years up until she passed away because you held her responsible for your father leaving. There was alot I had already knew about you but didn't let that get in the way of "us". Still, you'll never be happy because you'll always have that imaginary mental note that there's not one guy who holds an honest heart for you. And, you just end up treating them like dirt. Try and hold on to that beauty of yours because, like alot of things, it will fade. Update...Saw you again,, after the stay at home order was lifted. All 300lbs of you. Holy shit! Smiling at me, when I turned my head, like I gave a damn..lol. My eyes widened in shock and I looked away. Karma in effect. Don't know why I didn't input that sooner but oh well...lol.
Posted on 08/18/2016
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