|
Closure?
by Adrian FosterThe time we spend "together"
The time we spend apart
Makes me wonder in many ways
How we've ever come this far
All of me into you
Only a part of you into we
Serious when reaping benefits
Is all you've shown to me
The thought of anything working
With the frame of mind you're in
Just shatters dreams of any kind
Just life we lived in sin
So many words to say
But not one point to start
My mind growing weary everyday
Your silence ripping me apart
But push you away I will not
Tis something I won't do
Sometimes wish these feelings
In my heart
Were something I outgrew
How can one forget
I ask
The beauty that I know
Inside and out
Top to bottom
And every movement to and fro
Intimate moments
Still clear in my mind
How could I ever leave
The magic we've made
Behind
Words to explain how I feel
About YOU
I could never find
So I am lost without you
Between then and now
Shall we find our way
Back to each other
I'd still make that solemn vow
I Love You
We are beautiful together
Goodbye 11/17/2015
Author's Note: To Lisa... A quote by Sarah Parker: "The wrong person makes you beg for attention, affection, love and commitment. The right person gives you these things because they love you"....I would've done anything for you,,if in fact you loved me. ......You've got to try harder than just walking your dog in front of your house, when you knew I'd be back around, if you still wish to communicate with me. I knew you'd do that, sooner or later, and expect me to just stop dead in my tracks and give you attention. Lol,,I'm not that guy anymore. You're lucky I even responded to your "hey!". Hence why I just said "what's up?" and called your dog's name as I kept peddling. Keep signing me up for all of the junk email and texts also. You do know that all of it is originating from your IP address, and the device you're using,,right? And it's also illegal to be doing that. I was told that all that would need to be done is have your internet activity subpoenaed. Any of your friends/family doing this would be accessories. Lol,,you're in for a rude awakening. You'll be living with your mother in no time. Funny thing that happened after I made you aware of that. All of the junk mail suddenly stopped. Now it's coming back. Lol, child-like mindset you have. It's just amazing, the shit I've gone through and still go through with you. Grow the fuck up.... If you need/want some attention, come over. I'll give you all the attention you can handle. But we all know that would still not be enough because you'll always want more than just the obvious. Your hidden agendas. I'm sure your most recent lovers are aware of this. Thing is, nobody, not one is going to care as long as you're giving it up. But, like I said, it's all about the attention for you. I hope that sticks in that head of yours, just like everything else that's been stuck in you, smooth talker. That personality of yours is old and worn out. Just like your dance moves. If you can cheat on your partner and come home, look them in the eye and tell them you love them, then you're the lowest kind of person that exists.
Posted on 11/18/2015
Copyright © 2024 Adrian Foster
|
