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"In Your Mind"
by Adrian FosterYou think that you know me
You make me think that you care
Your mascara eyes fall astray
You look at me as if I'm not there
The woman I met
So quick to subdue
Now cloaked in perfume
Is that really you
I enlighten you about your "asshole husband"'s thoughts
And now you do whatever you want to do
However that may not be true
You were already seeing someone
Before I even started talking to you
Someone whom, by the look in your eyes
You may have just as quickly subdued to
But you'll say you've always been that way
Mind you, you haven't
You were confined and constricted
Confused and conflicted
Until you and I met
Showed you a world of pleasure
And of Love
That you think of often
One that you'll never forget
Took advantage of it you did
Made it an irrefusable concoction
Without a lid
For ALL to see
Mainly you
Not me
Because you kept me hidden
As if there was no "WE"
And that bitch would coach you
Day by day
On what to do and what to say
Be it hurt my feelings
Or what it may
Still despise her for that
Til this very day
But what would she care
"She has it made"
"She thinks she's perfect"
"God's gift to men"
Or so YOU say
And as fucked up as it is
You and I still speak
And you think it's because
It's your attention I seek
You keep yourself hidden
Then try and make me aware
Why play that game
There is no time between us
To spare
But there's a twist
I know I say
I'm letting go of you
But my heart won't dare
Allow me to
My love for you
Is unbearably strong
What I still want for you
Could never be wrong
I made the mistake of control
And I know I was wrong
Trying to "make"
The perfect woman
And the perfect song
Tears fall from these eyes
Knowing I was not right
Now wishing upon any star
That you were somewhere in sight
As wrong as I was
As you think I am
I hold hope
That the couple we were
Can be forever again
10/15/2015
Author's Note: ...hope is lost,,,gone. Correction...there was never any hope for I was just a pawn in your game of lies, deceit, and promiscuity. A game you play til this day. But, you'll forever deny it... That's fucked up...and a sure sign of a, what was it you said that one day when you started one of many arguments with me at your husband's house? Then told your husband that it was me causing them. Oh yea, a dirty girl. So many of your lies have caught up with you. You don't even know. And, don't worry, no tears falling from these eyes....
Posted on 10/15/2015
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