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by Adrian Foster

There was a time when the both of us cared


Held nothing from each other


Everything was shared


But look at us now and look at the grief


I'd think you'd want to change


Turn over this newfound leaf


But I see you enjoy the outlook you have


Satisfied look on your face


Something or someone is filling that space


Dare it be you to tell me the truth


Just tell me what's friendly


Something to soothe


But there is nothing like the feeling


Of knowing you're right


When all sense of your honesty


Has been left in hindsight


And as I walk these streets


Thinking time will somehow heal


I realize I'm hurting myself


For something that was surreal


It's hard to put a label


On a relationship


That was not true


All this time you had your cake


And you damn well ate it too


Lying to me


Knowing all that I've been through


But through it all


I STILL LOVED YOU


And days go by


I may see your face


A feeling of joy surrounds me


Other days


When you leave my space


I feel as if I'm free


You don't know what


You've done to me


With all those lies


You have told


This overbearing heart


Of mine


Is gradually getting cold


But as I put down these words


Which I pray are getting through


Please know that


There will always be a place


In my heart


For you...

09/26/2015

Author's Note: You,,, do not respect me...especially in front of Lynn. Something I know will never change. Although, she is and always has been nice to me. Treating someone good and speaking to them nice are not the same as respecting them. But you have your mentor,,your best friend, and your screwed up selfish motives. It's always just about you. What you can get, what you have, how you can benefit, how you look, how you look with someone, etc. You, you, you. You don't even take care of your dog anymore...smh.

Posted on 09/26/2015
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