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by Adrian Foster

There was a time when the both of us cared


Held nothing from each other


Everything was shared


But look at us now and look at the grief


I'd think you'd want to change


Turn over this newfound leaf


But I see you enjoy the outlook you have


Satisfied look on your face


Something or someone is filling that space


Dare it be you to tell me the truth


Just tell me what's friendly


Something to soothe


But there is nothing like the feeling


Of knowing I'm right


When all sense of your honesty


Has been left in hindsight


And as I walk these streets


Thinking time will somehow heal


I realize I'm hurting myself


For something that was surreal


It's hard to put a label


On a relationship


That was not true


All this time you had your cake


And you damn well ate it too


Lying to me


Knowing all that I've been through


But through it all


I STILL LOVED YOU


And days go by


I may see your face


A feeling of joy surrounds me


Other days


When you leave my space


I feel as if I'm free


You don't know what


You've done to me


With all those lies


You have told


This overbearing heart


Of mine


Is gradually getting cold


But as I put down these words


Which I pray are getting through


Please know that


There will always be a place


In my heart


For you...

09/26/2015

Author's Note: You,,, do not respect me, you never did...especially in front of Lynn. Something I know will never change. Although, she is and always has been nice to me. Now her son, Mike Jr, is a total joke. He stands on the front porch smiling at me with that tobacco dick in his mouth like he's got a set. He'll never amount to anything. Just like Mike Sr.. A real tough guy pushing his wife around the way he does, at least that's what you told me, making her deathly afraid of him. She told me that part. And they, Jr and Sr, are both pussies. What kind of guy locks his wife out of the bedroom because she doesn't feel like having sex one time? I really feel sorry for her. Anywho,, Treating someone good and speaking to them nice are not the same as respecting them. But you have your mentor,,your best friend, and your screwed up selfish/slutty motives. It's always just about you. What you can get, what you have, how you can benefit, how you look, how you look with someone, how you can get another man or young adult to sleep with you. You, you, you. What's the number up to now, Lisa? You don't even take care of your dog anymore...smh. We were such a good fit together, and probably still are,,but you cared more about the attention you could get from every other guy than the love and attention you were receiving from the one who actually loved you and cared about you,,me. Problem was,, I felt with my heart what I wanted with you. You felt with your greedy dollar-sign eyes, evil mind, and untendered crotch what you wanted with me. You ARE selfish and that is 100% the truth. Karma is taking it's time with you. That's a good thing. You know, I wouldn't even be surprised if I wasn't the only one in this town you got your hands on,,legs wrapped around.

Posted on 09/26/2015
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