Standing alone,
in a ramndom coffee house.

we passed eachother in line,
I pretended not to see you as we brushed shoulders.

I slid by you with a wince,
you quickly clasped my wrist.

my eyes drew upward slowly,
locking firm with yours.

yellow green discs pierced me again,
many a circle I have walked in your honor.

I made an uncomfortable sigh,
you smiled and said you missed me.

Tried not to cry,
I didnt care why,
just that I felt the same.

we talked the afternoon away,
you said things that made my face warm.

I never could manage to hide as well as you,
I walked you to your car.

we held hands as I reveled in your boundless smile,

Then.

I wake, its 5 am,
realized I was dreaming of you.

and you broke my heart again.
for the first time, today.

01/26/2010