and i wonder what you must have been like as a child by Lauren Singerhow is it that you can always just be so
you all the time, never let those little
glimpses of self doubt and terror leak through.
how can you be so comfortable in your yellow feet
your stained sweatshirt, your hair in corn-husk tufts
all about your face. your baby fuzz beard unshaved, barely there
as though you are sexless, ageless and unprocessed.
how is it that you make a cell phone look necessary for a kerouac
a chewed up clove of garlic seem practical?
how is it that your nudity has never been impolite
or shocking, falling into water, your penis inoffensive in flight.
how can it be that your gas and bodily functions are somehow more
archaic, more defined or holy or sacred? that everything
you do is for living, that you function on the fuel
of your foodstamp card and never stop moving?
that you call your mother between highways,
have a permanently bent hitcher's thumb,
never pack more than one pair of pants--
cut the legs off in the summer when you need shorts.
that you wash your clothes in faucet water and
still use hand-written letters as your most frequent form of
"hi, i miss you."
i hate how necessary you are to my affluence,
how jealous i am of your vagabond syndrome,
how handsome i thought you once were,
and the fact that i can't remember what you looked like
while we were making love. 05/27/2008 Posted on 05/27/2008 Copyright © 2024 Lauren Singer
Member Comments on this Poem |
Posted by Timothy Somers on 05/27/08 at 11:23 AM Even Jack would have been drawn to this one. |
Posted by Kimberly Bowen on 05/30/08 at 04:52 PM brilliant. absolutely brilliant. There isn't a specific line I could pull out I am in love with the whole thing. |
Posted by Ken Harnisch on 05/31/08 at 07:08 AM "how jealous i am of your vagabond syndrome"..just one of many lines that snagged me on the fence...very many..but what else is new? |
Posted by Olivia Weinkein on 08/15/08 at 06:37 AM i. love. this. |
Posted by Quinn Vokes on 10/27/08 at 03:55 AM This is beautiful. I know this person. So true!
Qu |
Posted by Quinn Vokes on 10/27/08 at 03:57 AM This is totally going on my favorites page. I hope you don't mind, I want to be able to find it again.
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Posted by Mo Couts on 07/22/11 at 01:30 AM I love this...I have met this person and stared her right in the face. Well, my own version, anyway. |
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