let's see. today i came to long isldan and realize that people are more stupid than i thought they were. my freind fcame with me for a little while. when he left, i had nothing to do, so i found some of my dads pot. he almost caught wme and it was anxiety-ridden. however, i am smooth, so no worries. i also chased a klonopin with rum, atop a large joint i smoked to my head in the bathroom. talk about parental supervision, my dadi s wasted and passed out cold. honestly, i feel great, i feel kind of creative if not complteley fucked out of my gourd. by the way i realize the grammatical misktaes ive benn making, but i just cant find the engery to delete them. im not really dyslexic, dont worrty. but yeah i just though i would say hello, and since you are an elder, yet a friend, i was wondering..

do you think i;m completely self destructive,, a girl that's going to burn out and become a nobody? causei just couldnt be sober tonight. i realize this thinking is perilous, but you know, i figured i'd give it a go tonight. not totally terrible rivght?

07/01/2006

Author's Note: i'll probably delete this in the morning.

Posted on 07/02/2006
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