petrification infected by Jennifer L BanksSometimes I think,
In his eyes Im a bother
A number 355
out of many on his list,
sometimes I feel like I dont exist.
How come I feel
like I dont have a chance
the odds are against me
as always,
no dance
to look into his eyes
and know that Im safe
to not be rejected
why cant I believe?
That sometimes dreams come true
Though never to me,
Ill meet him in july and
then as always, Ill flee.
I'm already scared,
Petrification infected,
making a trip for one man
and probably be rejected.
With tears in my eyes,
I know whats to come,
Its happened before,
The look of disappointment
When he sees me before him,
Will only justify whats happened
Time and time again.
But if he says "dont run"
and takes my hand
Ill start to circle him,
because I wont understand.
They run, they all do
Its not me they desire
All my passion, my intelligence
My kindness, my fire.
It doesnt matter to men,
they don't look inside,
All these things that I am
06/01/2003 Author's Note: it's rough and I'm leaving it that way, sometimes you just have to....
Posted on 06/01/2003 Copyright © 2024 Jennifer L Banks
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