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A High Price

by Anne Engelen

Aimless journeys

within my mind’s dungeon

are torturing my soul

I’m roaming through the halls

where non-stop twisted roads

are leading me further away

from my wandering soul

Her penetrating calls for freedom

are what I try to ignore

Yet they’re touching the core

of my existance

By denying my own truth

I’m sufficating my soul

Yet her will to survive is strong

and hard to break

I’m not sure how much more

my body can take

The price to set her free

is taking it’s toll

It’s killing me

10/19/2002

Posted on 10/19/2002
Copyright © 2024 Anne Engelen

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Chris Sorrenti on 10/19/02 at 06:36 PM

As one survivor to another, powerful reminder of my own trials and tribulations when my son was going through the psychiatric system and almost dragging me down with him. There is light at the end of tunnel though, and you have all us friends here at PPS who know you can make it. Just keep writing courageous pieces like this; one of the best therapies.

Posted by Charles J Hannan on 10/19/02 at 11:17 PM

Anne, I know sometimes it seems everything is against you, but hang in there and keep venting with poetry...It's good medicine...MUAHS.=)

Posted by Lori I Wolfe on 10/21/02 at 02:16 PM

I've found that writing it all out of my soul helps me to defeat the dark that keeps me within the shadows... I love this poem ... I can relate to it well ... ~Hugs~ =-)

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