8:39
02/26/2008 01:39 a.m.
I have trouble with making myself realize that the future is just as easy to think about as is the present. I worry, although hopeful. It's part of my routine i suppose; you wake, you put your best face on, school with a touch of random activity, and worry about what happens after, when all the linear is swept aside and it's time for what follows. I am not home, and I have not truly been there for a long time. I now have a different view on what a home is, and maybe I have only been there for a few days, once. But all in all, where I'll be after all is said and done terrifies me, and truthfully scares the shit out of me. Maybe because it is encoded in my DNA, and it is how I was chosen to be. Nevertheless, I only seem to feel comfortable with dealing with the events at hand.

On a lighter note, things are great. I'm pulling myself out of a musicless rut and trying to get some things together. Being that my responsibilities are so limited here on the coast, I have so much free time on my hands. I am trying to pick up many hobbies to waste my time away, and I think it is going quite nicely.

To end this entry with pizzazz, I'll scrape up something very cliche'.

I am crazy about a dark-haired southern girl that has completely turned my life upside down. Maybe it is the way the sun catches her eyes? I think my future lies in her sweet soft palms.
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to AC rattle