waiting./midterms
01/22/2008 08:39 p.m.
unsuccessful day of studying
i retained no old knowledge
and regained no new thoughts.
sleeping the sleep of dreams
and thrown pillows, tonight,
reminded throughout of the
morning to come, will i ever be.
but the thought of you
instead to take my breath,
sleep silently in dreamless bed,
would i ever welcome.
who are you, anyways?..

i guess i'm stuck on the idea
of meeting someone to sweep me off my feet and
carry me to a place where there is no need to dream, we we become
"such stuff as dreams are made of"
flung to the high corners of neither here nor there, but
without care or reason
flown to such a place

and if only to be with whoever this person is, i'm waiting..

waiting sucks.
i distract myself. i should be studying.
my sister is home. i should go.
just a thought.
I am listening to pollen and salt by daphne loves derby