I've Been Dreaming About Boys...
12/19/2005 07:21 p.m.

My dream last night was that I was moving to Montana and two boys that I have liked in the past were involved. One, that I am currently talking to used to live in Montana and he was giving me tips on where to live, and the other (whom I recently had a dream that he died and he left me a note telling me that he really loved me… weird…) would not let himself show the emotion that he was feeling about me leaving. Tears welled up in his eyes… Then I tried my best to reach him on an emotion level and he opened up a little but, but he soon closed up.

Then I had a dream that I told a boy that I would have sex with him for $100 and I took him back to my place but before I let him in I checked to see if anyone was home, My mother and four other ladies were in my house at the time including Nichole the winner of this cycles America’s Next Top Model who was in my room… (Don’t ask me,,,) So I came back out because I couldn’t have sex with him but as we were walking out I grabbed him and kissed him as deeply as I could; his mouth tasted really bad. For some reason he let me keep the money. Then I woke up and realized that it was the taste of my own mouth that I tasted… Weird… Gross…