So real
06/27/2005 04:52 p.m.

I’ve been having vivid day dreams. They are somewhat horrific and surprisingly, they are not unsettling. I imagined the other day, “what if this bubbling water turned into hot lava while I’m drinking it and melted half my body away from the inside out?” I saw it happening; I wasn’t afraid. Another conscious dream… I was walking down some dark narrow uneven concrete steps and there were overgrown black berry bushes with their vines coming out at you like the arms of mummies trying to suck your life force. I could see in as clear as day in my minds eye the bushes turning into mummies, all coming after me. I wasn’t afraid.... I saw the highway rippling like violent waves and consuming me whole. I wasn’t afraid. I don’t know what is more alarming, these chimeras, or the fact that I am not afraid of them. hmmm...