Don't give up
05/25/2005 12:33 a.m.

Today has been awful… It actually started out last night when I talked to my mother and she told me how she was in a meeting with my father and sister and how my Dad completely made a liar out of himself. He completely shamed the family and himself and it is really sad that I care anything about him and how much the fear of his disapproving eyes can tear me apart.

Actually I guess it started about an hour before that when I told, possibly the sweetest boy I have ever met that I can’t talk to him anymore because we are different in ways that could not be overlooked. That has actually been weighing on me. Then the who thing with my family….

Today has been a work day from HELL! My boss is riding my ass to Telemarket  to our mortgage clients who don’t want to talk to me or anyone trying to sell them checking accounts…

I skinned my finger today.

I have had two clients from hell forcing me to fix there problems because I happened to be the hapless schmuck who answered the phone… All I want to do is hang out with the sweet boy. Just relax and exist. Not likely.