RE-flection
02/18/2002 07:01 a.m.
i go here to write the things im too afraid to tell people that are important to me, but then i let everyone know where this place is.... either im hypocritical, or its a cry for help.

i feel bad, almost as all this may have happen a little too soon. its so warm, but it still feels as though something is amiss, though my current encounter is so open book, i dont have the strength to get lost in those eyes. i am afraid, and doubt does fill me. i dont want to be afraid, i want to trust. things are too new to me, but that is something i will have to wrestle with my self. and i believe i can do it.
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to the spinning of a 300 watt power supply and my tears