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holding on
05/17/2006 09:16 p.m.

I think - therefore I think some more, and soon I am immersed in thoughts, wondering how it feels not to think - thinking aloud that thinking should not be allowed. Whatever, I now have virginradioxtreme on screamer, and I am free to be enslaved by the sound of thoughts that are not my own. I am breathing...now I have to learn to type, automatically, remotely. "Drift in space" means something to me now.

I am currently listening to: Where Do I Begin- Chemical Brothers/Beth Orton - virginradioxtreme, in association with screamer streaming the excruciating

My current mood can best be described as contused

Member Comments on this Entry
Posted by Rula Shin on 05/18/06 at 04:39 PM

"aloud that thinking should not be allowed" - I see a poem here..and YES..it's only upon realizing one glimpse of true silence, one moment of thoughtlessness, that we realize we have been walking around with a constant stream of static/noise in the background, every moment. Suddenly, this awareness becomes such a burden, on the one hand you want to get rid of the static, on the other, the static has you in its grip.

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