The Journal of Megan Langley is it the end or the beginning?
06/26/2005 02:33 a.m.
so, i'm sitting here drinking alone and posting on a site called pathetic (don't get me wrong, I love pathetic... but at the moment, I quite simply feel pathetic myself)
anyways, I've been pondering... is it the end or the beginning? I mean, I finally have a full-time job (thank god the job search is FINALLY over!), so I should be happy, right? But I'm thinking, they all say that your college years are the best years of your life. Well, those years are over, despite the fact that I may go to grad school one of these days... but no more college life in the sense of Girls Gone Wild, no more frat parties, no more babbling idiocy without the fear of being called a "babbling idiot" (in college, it's a normal thing... it's actually quite weird NOT to feel like a complete moron occasionally).
So really, I have no clue what I should be feeling now (other than what the toxins in my bloodstream are telling me). But, I must continue with life (being that I can't stop time--I wouldn't be in this dilemma if I could) regardless of whether I'm beginning a new, exciting (or possibly monotonous) period in my life or ending an era, which I'll never forget...
I am currently Pathetic
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