buzzed
03/16/2005 04:41 a.m.
ugh! wrapped up in my own little soap opera. haven't been writing much at all. too busy, with work and school, spending time with brian. I get so tired of the former, not the later. If anything I could spend forever watching him, taking in the nuances of his expressions gestures expressions. Maybe I've just had too much to drink tonight. I went to my favorite bar tonight that I haven't been to in a long time. but Its been a shit day at work, and not just work, lately. Ive been diagnosed with a condition called PCOS, which, left untreated, leads to diabetes, heart disease and/or infertility. More than likely I can't have children. I wrote a new poem about it, although its not very good. I haven't talked to my best friend in a long time. I just tried calling her about an hour ago but the phone was disconnected apparently. I guess it serves me right for not calling her in so long.
I am currently Troubled
I am listening to Pavement-Slanted and Enchanted-Deluxe Remastered