Apparently today I am feeling Bloggerific
07/09/2004 03:05 p.m.
This is my third journal entry of the day and they have all been rather prolific.

I will try and keep this one from being verbose.

So.

One of my favorite poems that I have written is "Gentle's Song" it was inspired in part by Clive Barker's Imajica and the love story of Gentle and Pie, and partially by the boy I had on my mind that night.

The ever lovely bellydancing/singing/yoga loving Joshua.

He has a most beautiful voice and visage and on that day after months of crushing from a distance I emailed him (because I'm a stalker like that).

Eventually I shared with him Gentle's Song. He thought it most beautiful and excellently written. I blushed profusely as I read the email, excited that the inspiration appreciated the output so much.

So far I have never told him that his voice was in my head when I wrote it.

Perhaps some day.

I doubt that we will ever discuss it, I having since gotten over my crush and he being incredibly preoccupied.

Yet it was a good moment. My opinion of Joshua remains high (despite that incredible ego of his ~grin~ who am I to fault someone for their ego...especially since he still remains a polite, gracious human being. There is nothing wrong with knowing and acknowledging your own self worth).

We will see what tomorrow brings.

And I still want to go waltzing...maybe if I stop listening to Marlene Dietrich I won't crave it so much. Yes I know it's not a waltz, however it creates a certain ambience that puts me in the mood for such things.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to Marlene Dietrich - Vie En Rose