A Great Big Uh-Oh
05/03/2004 03:49 a.m.
My insurance has stopped paying my psychiatrist, my therapist, and my ECT treatments. They say I have used all my mental health benefits for the year 2004. As this is early May, things don't look good. I'm trying to figure it out. I have to continue to see the psychiatrist in order to maintain my medications. Not to mention that, being considered a slight threat, I'm required to be under the care of a psychiatrist. But there's no way I can afford the shock treatments. I'm scared of what's going to happen when I don't get to see Jeanne every week.

It's a hell of a thing; I sit here, rocking and thinking and getting more frightened by the moment; knowing there's only one place to go from here.
I am currently Depressed
I am listening to C. Lauper - I'm Gonna Be Strong