the way young lovers do
07/12/2005 01:18 a.m.

this is what we do when we are bored, or uncertain, or nauseous, or exhausted. but our imagines are so based in things we don't think to presuppose that our godhood suffocates in our desire for order. creation cannot come out of order. chaos, i've come to believe, is a necessary factor, the ability to arrange and rearrange. after all, nothing was really ever new; but think of all we're doing right now. why aren't we more powerful? we are creating, we are for all purposes, god. so why are we trampled?

but i as well, i am listening to music that tells me how i feel in order to stop feeling that.