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02/27/2005 09:45 a.m.
I don't believe in God or Heaven really but I have this feeling that after death the breath of a person joins with the atmosphere and I look up in the night sky and like to think that maybe one particular star shines more than the rest. When my cousin Peter committed suicide 12,000 miles away I looked up, not to Heaven, but searching the atmosphere carefully because I knew that somewhere his breath still remained. Then what? Well I don't know.

Have you felt death? Like touched it. The cold of death is different, almost instant marble kind of toughened up and oh so chilly.

Sometimes I think I believe in reincarnation and that people come back until they're just about as good as they can be and only then is that life really over.

I don't see a state of punishment like purgatory or hell or anything like that; no, more another shot at life. Someone who's murdered a child by molestation will suffer in prison and no mistake and I'd have to say, so 'he'** should because no-one has the right to treat another badly. Couldn't it be though, that some of the kindest people we know were actually less so in a previous life. No, it's not for us to doubt or judge or presume. Good is good. Love is love. Let's take it for what it is and wrap ourselves up in a nice warm blanket. Some people never have the opportunity to feel it.

Well, I guess that sort of wraps up that little thought here. My mind's tired and I need to sleep.

** not meant as an implication of male only gender.


(I'm feeling 'thougtful' but with only one 'l')



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I am currently Thoughtfull
I am listening to listening to my teeth grinding-they do that when i'm thinking

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