Don't let upset Jenn near the computer
11/27/2006 05:54 a.m.
Because it leads to deleting and changing and if I don't stop myself, rambling on and on.

A part of me wishes I wouldn't have opened up again, that part of me that accidently put my ring on wrong and then went oh no. The part of me that's always like I know what's going to happen, and it won't be pretty, and you won't do anything to avoid it, just help it along the way. But that part is silenced now. No "nanananabooboo", just silence. But it hit me like a truck, unexpectedly and flipping me into oblivion. But that same part of me wished you'd stayed. And I hate that part.

I can't do this again....and I'll regret even writing this
I am currently Hurt
I am listening to The Wreckers